you’re giving up already. you said you didn’t want to give up quickly. why are you doing this? we knew it was going to be hard but we made a deliberate decision to give it a go, to at least try to make it work… just for you to let go so soon, before we’ve even really tried. cool. (you said we’ve “lost it” after a month of no contact…but have you forgotten, I waited a month to hear from you when you had no internet? and when we finally got to talk…this.) sometimes I think you don’t think things through entirely.